Quoting jjjennifer:

 I'm not Perfect,I'm Human,I have fallen Down in life. I don't have it all figured out..Weak&Defeated,Mistreated,Hurt,Heartbroken,..My Suffering/what I am going through/I don't understand/I cant take this anymore....Down, Doubt,Dissappointed,Discourage,Alone&Abandon.
It's Ok..God Wants me to be Open/Honest tell him Exactly what happend /why this situation happend/Why I treated that Person that way/Why this Person Tore my spirit into Shreds..
God is able to do EXceedingly, Abundtantly, & Beyond.
I have  a New Beginning.. I surrender /God is in Control

Pacific Canadian indian now lives in texas Widowed for two years. Life has many changes Life is a journey. Dove Eagle Jennifer